There is a dichotomy that needs to be addressed.

Masculine or feminine
Logical or intuitive
Methodical or emotional

Address the part or address the whole

I want to fuck in the bathroom on the train and I want to spend five hours touching you with no climax at all.

I want to be as tight as the drop beat in a hip-hop dig and I want to be as loose as a Sunday afternoon sweatshirt one would take a nap in.

I want to be red and bright in a dress for the party and I want to be blue black alone in a dark parking lot.

I want to be rough like asphalt that hits you back and soft like the skin on a baby’s side-back.

Ok now I am just having fun rhyming.

Seriously though. Can I make this work? Can I build up enough of my self to make a couple, to take my part and play it well? or will I be stuck in these one-sided adventures in my mind?

I am not sure this makes sense even to myself, just wanted to get these thoughts down before they ran away.