The Fall: Larissa and I were traveling north through Argentina after Antarctica, and had made our way to Mendoza. On Friday, March 20th, at 3am I fell off the roof of our hostel. I was on the roof with two other travelers, and we had relocated up there in order to play music and drums, and make less noise. I leaned against what I assumed was a sturdy wall, and fell about fifteen feet down to a concrete slab as the wall crumbled.
After Falling: I went to two different hospitals, one public and one private, and wow, what a difference! At the public hospital they shoved three pins into my wrist that were later removed by a surgeon at the private hospital as they were not fixing my broken bones, and they were resting on a nerve, causing me to lose feeling in my fingers. At the private hospital they determined that I had broken my face but I was okay to fly back to the US.
Here's what I looked like two days after falling:
Once in NY: I returned on Wednesday morning and have been at the doctor ever since. My face is broken but should just need time to heal. All the same, I am seeing a face-surgeon on Monday to make sure all my nerves and stuff are okay. My wrist was shattered. The pins made three huge holes in my arm and did nothing to stabilize the break. The surgeons at Hospital Central also shredded one of my tendons and possibly a nerve with the pins, so until a surgeon here in NY fixes everything, my right hand is out of commission. My rib and abdomen were bruised and possibly fractured…to be determined with more x-rays today.
How I Feel: I am generally happy. I feel overwhelmingly blessed when I think about the fact that if I stayed in Argentina, my right hand would remain permanently handicapped. I would probably never hope to play drums again. I get a bit sad when I think about Larissa, as I miss her a lot and wish we were still finishing our trip together. Its always hard to come back to the US with all its structure, but its been good to be dealing with the US health care system, and visiting old friends who make me feel so freakin warm inside!
What Now: I’ll have surgery next week and spend the next month or so recovering from everything. In June or July I hope to either go on a trip across the US or abroad with my sister (we didn’t get to meet up and volunteer in Bolivia as we had planned this summer), or I hope to move out to grad school early and relax until classes start in September.
Speaking of Grad School: I got accepted at Tulane University, U of Minnesota, and U of Denver. Yale rejected me, and while it would be nice to be accepted by Yale, I hated their program, couldn’t afford their school, and didn’t want to live in Connecticut. I would love to go to Tulane or Denver. Denver feels safe. I would be studying political theory, which I know I love. I’d be living in a safe and relaxing city…It just feels like a safe bet. Tulane feels more like a gamble as I’d be living in the murder capitol of the US, and I’d be studying a more dynamic and foreign field of health politics.
After all this though, I think I am a little tired of living the adventure. I think it would be nice to settle somewhere for a while and really relax, instead of pushing myself all the time to try new things, learn new fields….etc. We’ll see who gives me more financial aid.
Final Note: So now its time to try and sleep. Everything hurts, meaning I generally sleep for two or three hours at a time, then wake up needing more painkillers, a change of position, or just to stretch a bit. I’ve only been back for 5 days and already I feel my independence suffering not so quietly in the back of my mind. Thank God for closed doors, good friends, and showers. Can’t wait to be better again!

5 comments:
wow Jackie.... that's freakin awful!!!
I will be praying for a speedy recovery!
Jackie, I'm so sorry that you are hurt, and especially that you are not happy with the rents.
I am currently unemployed and am free until my program starts in June. I would love to come visit you! How does this Thursday sound? Would you like a visitor?
Let me know. I always love seeing you and it's been too long.
Love, VA
Jackie, I'm so sorry to hear what happened! That is crazy and really sad the way the public hospital "helped" you. Makes you think a lot about what others who can only go to the public hospital have to deal with. I hope you get better soon!
jackie,
i love you and i hope you feel better soon!
-deeds
- Allie! Thank you for your comments, kind words and prayers!
- Virginia, I love you and I love visitors...def come on Thursday if you are around! I think I'll be having surgery on Tuesday or Wednesday so I might not be out of the hospital on Thursday but I hope so cause I miss you and yes, it has been too long. I am sans phone at the moment so to reach me just leave your number, or call me at 845 534 5724 (parents house). Um, too bad about unemployment but awesome about the program in June...tell me more! Can't wait to see you V!
- Tausha, so good to hear from you! I was so excited to see Celeste but yeah, not sure I can do that now. You are so right, all this left me in a bit of a funk over the fact that as a privileged person from the US, I can come to NY and have everything fixed. It is not unreasonable for me to expect to play violin with my right hand, where in Argentina I would have been lucky to write with it again. While laying awake at night for one reason or another, my Argentinian friend's faces haunt me as all I can do is hope they are never seriously hurt or fall ill. I guess it is part of reverse culture shock. After Ghana it was, and still is, hard for me to go to a grocery store and be completely comfortable as my first thought is about the Osu Children's Home.
I read your post about being in the 20's. So true that we are all a bit lost and either jumping to graduate school (me) to hone our skills and focus, and extend the time we have to really move forward with our career...or jumping from job to job, battling with bills and entry-level position work that doesn't suit our big ideas about changing anything! We have definitely grown up with the idea of being someone important, doing something important, making or leaving an impact on our surroundings. This is so hard with the economy now, and also in the face of Real World struggles. I had this whole ideological complex about organic, raw food but I could barely afford it in NY so I stuck to eating whatever veggies were on sale at my local Key Foods...
How are you? What are you up to these days? Whats the ideology that you are struggling with, in terms of doing something important or having an impact on someone else?
Loved your post about Steve's book! I think I might buy it too...for a friend to read after I am done with it. My friend is 24 and her boyfriend of 6 months just broke up with her. He is 17, which I didn't agree with as he is still in high school, but she has taken everything so hard. He told her he needed more time to do his homework and she is devastated because she feels like she will never find another guy, another soulmate or person that completes her. Blah, I believe in the raising of standards if that is what you want, that men and women need to meet on the middle ground as we seem to be misunderstanding each other so much, and that there are good men out there who deserve recognition! Any men in your life?
Aight, I will be reading and catching up on your blog posts later! Again, good to hear from you and I truly hope all is well.
- Dee Dee. I love you too! It was awesome to see you the other day. I am so excited for you and Ben, for the wedding, for your change in career! You are suck a strong person Deeds. From sticking it to Kristen to keeping it together so long while waiting for Ben, you rock. Can't wait to meet him and I am so excited for your wedding. It's going to be one love fest with plenty of family, old friends and cheesy dancing (we are all nerds and dorks at heart)!
Much love to all!
Jack
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